Forever Tension
I’m so much more patient
with myself
this time.
I know I need
to take care of myself
and give myself
what I deserve.
I feel a lot more regulated
so
I’m not as afraid
to advocate
for myself
and what I need.
The self protection I resort to
can feel like it’s limiting the possibility
of a continued connection.
Something new and beautiful
can come out of this.
New, nurturing, and considerate.
Maybe I don’t need to run
because there is nothing
to run from.
with myself
this time.
I know I need
to take care of myself
and give myself
what I deserve.
I feel a lot more regulated
so
I’m not as afraid
to advocate
for myself
and what I need.
The self protection I resort to
can feel like it’s limiting the possibility
of a continued connection.
Something new and beautiful
can come out of this.
New, nurturing, and considerate.
Maybe I don’t need to run
because there is nothing
to run from.
Now, I pray:
Til then ill keep sitting in
Forever tension.
Hiding here
In the vermillion-fuschia
There is a low-iridescence.
I see you
I pray we see each other
I pray you see me.
Amen.
JUST FOR ME TO FEEL MORE LIKE MYSELF!
Banana Body
Grab my waist. Degrade me. Reduce me to my dick, my pussy. Let me be your pathetic dickless oriental erotic fantasy... Just for me to feel more like myself!
To Teala
I’m eternally grateful and indebted to you. I actively treasure but am no longer surprised by your mind, your passion, your drive — you’ve been doing this; shit is perennial. Privileged to have had you in my life for the past four years, I cherish the prospects of sharing many more with you. Continue to bless the world with your presence and art.
Memory sharer, Mirror of growth, More than a collaborator. A testament to love beyond location. Supportive and shaping. Selfless and generous, a transmitter and receiver of inspiration and excitement — these priceless exchanges.
She’s a friend, really a sister.
Love
Proof That the Water’s Fine
